The Carters

Bear Feet, Mid-Winter

2012-01-20T15:24:00.000-08:00

On Christmas Eve, the kids got to open a couple of gifts. One was pajamas and slippers, and the other were some Christmas stories (The Mitten for Sawyer, The Nutcracker for Aspen - we are slowly building our collection so we can read a book each night of December until Christmas). Anyway, we were all kind of sick and I didn't really feel like taking many pictures, at all, during Christmas. We got video of the kids on Christmas morning instead.

Well, the past week we've kind of been "snowed in" a bit here in Seattle, so we've been staying warm and cozy and enjoying our snow days (and trying not to let cabin fever get us too badly). The kids were all cozy looking and we were playing around while making my bed one morning and so finally I caught them - bear feet, and all. Aspen likes to wear hers wherever we go. She wore them shopping the other day, much to her delight ;) I just love my little cuddle bugs!

I'm glad it's warmed up and now the snow is turning to slush (ick!) We're ready to trade in our bear-feet for some bare-feet! We are ready for flip-flops around here! I usually manage to wear them most all the year long - except when it gets snowy out there. One or two days of snow is enough for me. I'm sooo over winter already - bring on Spring - and soon!

It's a Bird, It's a Plane, It's a...

2012-01-19T13:27:00.000-08:00

WONDER WOMAN!!!

aka
Baby Girl!

*warning this is kind of wordy (but as this is my journal, I'm allowed!)*

Okay, Okay. I've got to share this story. First of all, we have had a snowstorm going on in this city for the past two days (and while the rest of the country may laugh at us - really, to us, it is a bucket load of snow - all two inches we have!) Anyway, at the sight of a snowflake pretty much the whole city shuts down. You think I'm joking? Really! School is canceled the night before just if there is snow in the forecast, that's how it goes. Mostly because we are a city with a ton of hills and no equipment to deal with snow. We generally get about 2 snow days a year, so you think by now we would've learned (but I secretly think people like snow days, so why bother?) Anyway, I wasn't sure they'd go ahead with our ultrasound today. I called yesterday and the Doc's office was closed. I couldn't even leave a message. So I called the number that says "if this is an emergency or you think you're in labor..." just to talk to someone. (I told them first off it wasn't an emergency and I'm no where near being in labor). Anyway, I just wanted to know what to plan for. Later, someone called back and told me I could still do the ultrasound, just in a different location because the tech couldn't make it in and the Doc's office was closed. So, this morning we all got up early and put on our snow gear and prayed we could get out of our driveway and down the road about 2 miles to the clinic where they'd do the ultrasound. I half-way wished they canceled because I was worried the tech might not be a good mood having to come to work that early when ~~everyone else~~ most people are sledding down city streets enjoying the snow days. To my surprise, the clinic was staffed and we were the only ones who had showed up to an appointment so far. AND our tech was super cheerful and happy! Hooray!

I had come prepared. You see...Sawyer has been DEAD set that we are having a girl. He always says "It's a GIRL! Wonder Woman!" Now, I'm not even sure where he got the wonder woman part, as he's never really seen or heard of her (maybe at preschool?) but I thought it was pretty cute. However, as it got closer I started to get worried, since he was SO determined - so I started saying "Maybe it's a boy! Spiderman!" And he was always really upset when I did that, replying "NO! GIRL! WONDER WOMAN!" So, I ordered these little plush dolls - a Spider Man and a Wonder Woman. That way, I thought, if he was wrong, if a cute little Spider Man doll came flying at his face and told him he would have a brother, he might not be as upset. Or, if Wonder Woman came flying at him, he'd know right away he was right and be super excited about it. Aspen, on the other hand, has been pretty indifferent about whether we'd have a boy or a girl - I think she's just excited we'll have a baby. She gets giddy wherever we go and points at all the babies - "look! A Baby!" It's very sweet.

Backtracking...when I very first found out I was pregnant, I kept dreaming of a little girl named Hazel. I just could NOT get her out of my mind. Now, Hazel wasn't even on our list of names (even though I had heard it once and thought it was sweet). I thought maybe I was crazy but I told Jacob maybe we should add it to our list (of one other name). We only had one boy name, so that would be easy (oh, and if you didn't already know, I like to have a boy and a girl name picked out before we go to the ultrasound). Anyway...we finally did narrow it down to Hazel for a girl or Hudson for a boy - mostly because I felt like if it was a girl, for some reason that should be her name to be true to my little dream. That, or else I was crazy! I kept being drawn to girl things and thinking the baby was a girl. And one of my best friends always kind of just slipped and referred to the baby as "her". And then I got sick - and one night I was throwing up and sooo sick and I remember very vividly thinking "this has GOT to be another girl!" it was the same way I felt while pregnant with Aspen (and the pregnancy has been very much the same - with Sawyer I was tired but never sick). Anyway, then I started second guessing myself. It's got to a boy! And then I got out all the baby clothes and I got excited about either! Jacob thought it was a girl, Sawyer was SET on a girl, Aspen was on the fence and half the time would say boy but call it Hazel. Confusing! Anyway, to be contrary and to get myself excited if it was a boy - I started thinking it must be. But then, I was at the fabric store and I bought some yarn and started making....a headband! For a girl! I stopped myself. What? It could be a boy! Anyway, I think my instinct all along said girl but I was trying to be open to either! (And don't get me wrong, we would've been thrilled for a boy! And Sawyer would too given a little time!)

Okay, so that's that. The majority of people who guessed on our poll here and on Facebook said girl. All the little on-line quizzes I'd done for fun said girl. So, when the ultrasound tech (I told her about my plan with the dolls) kept saying "her heart" or "her little toes!" I kept thinking "please don't do this to my Sawyer and then say it's a boy!" The kids were able to come in with me and Jacob for the entire ultrasound. They lost interest half-way through and got out some stickers and coloring books to keep busy while she finished. She told me "I really think it's a girl but I am going to take a very close look" which she did several times and she said "yes, it's a sweet little girl - bring out wonder woman!" So, I got down and asked Sawyer what he thought. Wonder Woman came flying out from behind my back and told him and his sister that they would have a baby sister! Wonder Woman! Only most of us will call her:

Yep, Hazel. We are still working on a middle name, but it is so fun to know we have a sweet little Hazel coming our way! And it was so fun to see the joy on Sawyer's face! Wonder Woman! Hooray! We are all just tickled pink, and thrilled! I am happy Aspen will have a sister. Sawyer will be such a good big brother to his little sissies! I also have hope that maybe just maybe our caboose will be a boy and I won't get quite so sick while pregnant next time! Okay, I won't get ahead of myself there just yet :) We are just so excited about our new baby and it's so fun we can now call her Hazel! Time to make a few headbands :)

5

2012-01-12T13:14:00.000-08:00

It's hard to believe that today we celebrate our Fifth Wedding Anniversary. So much has happened in those years...yet much is still the same: we love and respect each other and we are moving forward in the same direction. Jacob is the best husband and father that I know, and I truly mean that. Thanks, babe, for asking me to be the one to share not only a life-long, but an eternal, adventure and journey with you. And thank you for closing your eyes, holding onto me tightly, and jumping in with both feet! (Not to mention, humoring me by participating in the above photo - it was a cold but sunny day in October and there were lots of other people on the beach that day, but it is the beach where we got engaged and I thought it would be fun to have a romantic picture of us there :) I hope your'e not turning red now, my handsome and oh-so-sweet-and-wonderful Jacob! You are the best and I love you to pieces! Happy Anniversary!

Our Little Sunbeam!

2012-01-08T21:57:00.000-08:00

Last Sunday, Sawyer went to Primary (our church's program and Sunday School for young children)for the first time.

Children generally go to the nursery class from 18 months to 3 years of age, and if they are 3 by January 1st, they are then advanced into the Primary class. The class for 3 year olds is called "Sunbeams". Even just the name of the class makes me smile!

We were in the middle of hustling to get out of the door and to church on time last Sunday so I didn't get a picture of our little Sunbeam, but today after church I had him stand outside to snap a few of our ever-growing-up-boy. Below, he is doing "prayer arms" although he generally prefers to clasp his hands together when praying.

Last week he did awesome, and this week he had a bit harder time at drop off. He confessed to me that he misses playing with the toys in the nursery. I also think it's slightly overwhelming going to sit amongst such a large group of children for the first time (they all gather together for the first part in one room for sharing time and singing time). So, today I sat with him for a few minutes and then left him happily singing "The Wise Man and the Foolish Man" with his wonderful teachers.

He lucked out and has this newly-married couple as his teachers. They are the cutest couple! And they are doing a great job! There are two Sunbeams classes and every single Sunbeam is a BOY! There was something in the water that year, I tell ya :)

It's fun to see at home the connections he makes (ie learning new songs when I am not always sure he is listening) and to hear him report about the things he learns in his class.

I think my very favorite part, though, is when I pick him up. He is always super excited to see me, and then the first thing he says is "let's go get Aspen!" (who is still in the nursery). Today he RAN all the way to her door and burst in, only to shout "Aspen!" and run to her and give her a great big hug. And he held on for a while, it was so very sweet. They may have their occasional moment of sibling conflict, but overall they are so close. Having them close together has really "paid" off. They are best friends and play together constantly - recently they have gotten really into imaginative play with Sawyer as director most of the time. It's wonderful to see.

As for Aspen, I just realized that because of her birthday being at the end of January she is going to be stuck in nursery for 2 more years! She'll be on the verge of 4 when she gets to go to Primary. I bet she'll be aching to go by then!

Sometimes watching my children grow up is, as I've often said, bittersweet. I love to see them learn and grow but sometimes I want to keep them small forever. Today, though, as I saw them hugging and excited to hold hands and race down the hallway to head towards home, my heart was just full and joyous to see two beautiful children of God who are blessed to be brother and sister in this world - and me, doubly blessed, to be their mother.

When I think about our new baby, I wonder how the dynamics of our little family will evolve. I wonder if he/she will be left out because the older two are so close. I am totally impartial to weather we are having a boy or a girl. What I think about more is how a girl or a boy will alter the current relationships in our family. Will a girl next cause competition with her older sister? Or adoration from her older sister? Will a boy make a big brother happy? (just a side note: Sawyer is completely convinced we've got another girl in my belly - if anyone says different, he corrects them - and he wants to call her WONDER WOMAN!)

Anyway...thoughts...as I watch my children grow. Though Sawyer has his moments and knows all of my tricky buttons to push some days, he really is such a sweet boy. A good boy. A boy that brightens my every day - and I truly believe he will be a light and shine as he learns to follow the example of our Savior.

Here's to Sunbeams! SHINE ON little ones!

Guessing time!

2012-01-05T15:33:00.000-08:00

We will be finding out in a couple of weeks (of course, this is if baby cooperates) if we will be welcoming another boy or another girl to our family...as always, we think it's fun to guess! I will have more to say about this (ie our family's guesses) as we get closer...but I don't want to sway anyone! I just added a poll to the top of our blog so - please - go ahead and make your guess! Boy or Girl? Of course it's all just for fun, but go ahead and join us in the guessing game! If you feel like leaving a comment of why you made a certain guess, feel free. Otherwise, just click your guess for blue or pink!

...and a Happy New Year!

2012-01-05T15:18:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year!

The past few months have been kind of rough, but I am happy to report we had a fun end to our year...Aunt Tia came to visit! She stayed with us for over a week and then Grammie came for a couple of days to visit before whisking Tia off to Oregon for another little visit. Wonderful times - dancing around the living room, playing with new Christmas toys, watching The Land Before Time (over and again - it was her gift to the kids) swimming, ice-skating, the beach, Thai food, a rainy day at the Zoo, whew! Lots of fun! She even babysat one night so Jacob and I could have a date night out! (thanks, Tia! the kids just adore you!)

This is the first time the kids were old enough that they didn't confuse us (okay, Aspen confused us once, but that was it). They sure loved having Tia around - as did we.

She took Sawyer ice-skating for the first time at the Seattle Center Winterfest. Aspen and I cheered them on from the sidelines since ice-skating with lots of crazy kids flying in every direction isn't the best idea for a preggo lady...and Aspen's feet are still too small for the skates.

Sawyer was excited and a bit nervous, but he did great! They skated together for about half an hour before it was time to go fill our bellies with lunch in the Centerhouse.

Speaking of bellies, here is my quickly growing belly on the last day of the year (Discovery Park Beach, 16 weeks) If I look kind of awful, it's because I wasn't exactly feeling great - but I am feeling a little better so hooray for that!

We spent the morning at the beach - it seemed like the perfect way to enjoy the last day of the year. We've had wonderful "winter" weather this year, and we've been enjoying it.

That evening, we drove down to Tacoma to ring in the New Year with our other sister, Kaitlin, and her family. We stuffed ourselves with pizza (they even had gluten free pizza for Tia at the place we went to!) and then we went to their home for some fondue and games. I was in charge of the fondue and, unfortunately, it flopped (ie accidentally scorched the cream) but luckily no one cared too much. Especially Aspen, who found their bowl of chocolates and went to town. The girl definitely has a sweet tooth! We played Apples to Apples and toasted our martinelli's- and rang in the New Year, New York time. It was perfect. It always makes me smile to see the kids running around with their cousins and so throughly enjoying each others company.

I guess the pics are rather sparse and random, but I didn't really take many the past few weeks. I did, however, catch Aspen one day with her new baby that Santa brought (after all my research and asking around, I turned in my recommendation and Santa left her a Bitty Baby). She just adores her baby. And the cradle that Grammie and Grandpa Kemp gave her. I asked her if she wanted to name her baby and threw out a few suggestions (ie. Betsy, Jane, etc.) but she said no to naming and was pretty clear she just wants to call her "baby"...for now :) It's so sweet how much she loves this little doll. She adores how her eyes open and close and she loves putting her down "night night" and then "she wakes up!" It cracks me up when she peels off her clothes and retrieves the baby wipes from the closet - and "changes" her baby's diaper. Wow, she is sure good at caring for her baby! I have a feeling she will be a most excellent little helper with our new baby this summer.

She's ready to be a big sister! So cute!

I'm really excited for this New Year! I had anticipated that the latter part of this past year would likely be rough because of being pregnant (and it was) but we are just so thrilled getting ready to welcome our third little one! I feel like sometimes people either outright say I'm crazy or look at me like I'm crazy having 3 little ones so...little...or try to scare me by telling me it's just going to be chaos and craziness (which I'm sure there will be plenty) but I feel ready. Our first two are a year and a half apart - which honestly, we loved (but couldn't do three that close because I wanted to enjoy the first two without feeling like my mothering was merely triage!) but this one will be just under two and a half years from Aspen, which has given us lots of time, or so it feels like to me. The past few months I have taken measures to simplify our life and that has brought a certain calm. I hope to carry on with the simplicity and continue to enjoy each moment - both the crazy and the calm - with my wonderful hubs and three precious kiddos squished all together in my arms! Wish us luck!

Advent 2011: Week Three

2011-12-23T13:51:00.000-08:00

This week was less than stellar, I must admit. I have been toughing it out with my pregnancy-related sickness (almost constant nausea and a near-migraine headache that lasted a record 4 days), and if that hasn't been enough of a challenge - the kids and I all got nasty colds. Ugh. Needless to say, we spent a lot of the week just coping with being sick. Wiping noses. Napping when possible. Etc. Daddy had to rescue us on several occasions. BUT. In spite of it all, we still tried to be festive! Emphasis on the tried. Several days we did nothing but survive. Several days we barely made it out of our pjs and into real clothes. Most days we did not leave the house. Today has been our best day yet, so we ended the week with some paper crafting this morning. The kids aren't the best with scissors so it was more of they were cheering me on in my efforts - but we got out all of our art stuff and made a morning of it, and they really like the huge snowflake now hanging in the middle of our dining room table.

Week Three:

eyes were beholding...

LOTS of candy as we decorated our "gingerbread" houses.

Glorious sunshine outside (we've had amazing weather!)

Irving Berlin's "White Christmas"

A note of thanks and holiday treats left on our doorstep

ears were hearing...

Silly Christmas songs sung by Alvin & the Chipmunks

Lots of coughing from sick children (especially at night)

"Mommy! Help me - My Nooooose!"

hands were holding...

as much candy as toddler hands can grasp

(quickly stuffed in mouth during gingerbread house activity)

LOTS of kleenex

Paper, scissors, paper plates, and new markers

tongues were tasting...

Stolen goodies from a day or two of our advent calendar

Pink Peppermint Ice Cream

Takeout - twice in one week

Mint Melange Tea

Christmas Spritz Cookies

and did I mention I'm addicted to Clementines?

noses were smelling...

the sweet smell of baking Christmas Cookies to share

(but not much more than a whiff because our noses were so stuffed up!)

hearts were feeling...

tired...blessed...a bit heavy...hopeful...and...filled with much excitement and anticipation of Christmas Eve & Christmas Day so close now!

A little pregnancy note: If anyone notices our kitchen light on at 2am, please know nothing horrible is happening - it's just me sneaking downstairs because I can't sleep and all that the baby in my belly seems to want are those cutie little clementine mandarin oranges. huh? they're kind of sweet like candy, and Jacob laughs when he gets up for work and finds a pile of proof in the peels I failed to put in the food waste bin before heading back to bed. I must say, between the nausea, the insomnia, and the headaches - this baby is really giving me a run for my money, very similar to my pregnancy with Aspen. Was the first child an easier pregnancy just to ensure I'd have more? I have no idea...and have I mentioned yet that I am envious of women who love being pregnant, who feel good when they're pregnant, who get over the morning sickness at 12 weeks - or don't have any at all. I know I shouldn't complain - but even the optimist can start to grumble after months of the aforementioned symptoms. (I've just got to keep my eye on the prize...because I known it's worth it!)

Here's to mending overnight and a marvelous, merry, magical & bright Christmas Eve and Christmas Day celebrating the Birth of our Savior! And feeling well enough to enjoy every minute of it! We are so blessed and have much to look forward to.

May you all have a very blessed and happy Christmas!

Advent 2011: Week Two

2011-12-15T16:03:00.000-08:00

This year our advent has been a little more low-key than in years past and I/we have had to be a bit more flexible...mostly due to being pregnant and nausea. But I have had decent and even good days and I am pretty good about just pushing through and getting out even when I don't always feel up for it - and thankfully, once we're out getting fresh air, it is like a bit of balm for this pregnant-lady-soul :) That said, we have been able to do or participate in most of our wonderful and beloved traditions. And we have been loving it!

Week Two:

eyes were beholding...

Hundreds of luminaries and candles lighting an evening stroll around Greenlake.

One of Santa's Reindeer and his friends!

The magical glow of the Christmas Ships all lit up and

the glow of the beach bonfire at Carkeek Beach.

Our gifts wrapped all shiny and exciting, under the tree.

A tiny little body - the gift of our new baby (via ultrasound).

ears were hearing...

Guitars, Mandolins, Ukeleles, Banjos, and voices caroling along the shores of the Pathway of Lights.

The Dickens Carolers sweet voices from the shore.

The crackle of the bonfire on the beach.

Christmas Trains.

The heartbeat of our new baby.

hands were holding and helping...

Each other!
the hands of our friends.

A friend's new baby.
the warmth of hats, mittens, and jackets.

Sticky candy canes and melty mint truffles.

Pinecones.

carefully selected gifts for one another.

wrapping paper, scissors, tape, and ribbon.

toddler hands and fingers to wrap special gifts.

New drawing tools and Christmas coloring books.

Christmas Cards and newsletters sent by friends and family.

tongues were tasting...

Fine and delectable fair from Canlis.

Virgin Mojitos

Candycanes, mint truffles and small goodies.

Hot chocolate with baby marshmallows

Comfort food at the dinner table.
Popcorn with little friends late at night.

noses were smelling...

Hay from the camel and donkeys dwelling place.

Fragrant fir and winter flowers at Swanson's nursery.

a bonfire on the beach with hot cider close by.

hearts were feeling...

friendly...uplifted...grateful...hopeful...thankful...touched

tidbit I don't want to forget from today...

Before his nap, Sawyer wanted to read a book called "Beautiful Savior" - beautiful images of our Savior with simple text. There was an image with bread and wine - so we talked about how we partake of the sacrament at church and it is a good time to think about Jesus and remember him. After a moment of thought, Sawyer said "Hmm. Actually, during the sacrament I am usually thinking about dinosaurs and dragons." Such an honest boy! We decided maybe we can look at pictures of Jesus while the sacrament is administered to keep our mind thinking about our Savior :)

First Haircut!

2011-12-14T15:00:00.000-08:00

Well, it was time.

One day, I straightened Aspen's hair with my flat iron, just to see how long it really is without the curls - and it looked horrible. It was long - but very uneven everywhere. The curls do a good job of hiding the uneven growth since we've never once cut it since she was born. So...with lots of encouragement from Jacob and a great recommendation from a friend (thanks, Danielle!) I made an appointment at Lil' Klippers in the Wallingford Center. I almost canceled it (twice) but in the end, made a fun morning out for me and my girl while Sawyer was at school.

They gave us this cute little certificate when she was done, that had a little ribbon tied around "her first locks" (that were cut) and then explained how she did during the haircut. Luckily, she did awesome! She was happy, played with the bin of toys, wiggled a little to see what was going on, but was otherwise as happy as could be. She sat in a wooden car and I was pleased with the natural light pouring into the salon because for the first haircut, they let you take pictures (for subsequent cuts, they ask you to sit aside and wait).

I thought it was funny that she got the "Disney" bin of toys. My kids haven't seen hardly any Disney movies (minus Pixar's "Cars" plenty of times) so she kept picking up the characters, who were all new to her, and calling them funny things. For example, she was very interested in "The Beast" and kept holding him up exclaiming "Lion, Lion!" One day we will have to check out some princess movies and get her caught up...I think she would've been just as happy with the bin full of cars or trains :)

They cut off a good two inches. It does look shorter, but it looks a lot more "cleaned up". I think we can go another year before another haircut. If she had straight hair, I would consider doing one of those cute little bobs, but it doesn't work so well with the curls. And the stylist said she thinks the curls are going to stay a good while longer...

Checking her cute self out after all was said and done. She also got to choose some stickers. Can't beat that!

Since we had plenty of time to kill before picking Sawyer up from school, I decided to treat us to hot chocolate and cupcakes since Trophy happens to be right next door...and my goodness - chocolate cupcakes with pink peppermint frosting? Mmmmmm!

We also just walked around the festive little shopping center. Aspen spotted this desk and discovered that she could write a letter to Santa. How perfect! Especially since she was too busy crying when we tried to visit him, to tell him what is on her wishlist. So I helped her write him a short note, and then sent it off to the North Pole, just in time.

What a fun morning I had with my little girly! Every woman that saw her told me that they were envious of her furry boots! I have to say that my daughter has a much much better wardrobe than I do!

I did have to agree with the passers by, though - she looked adorable and ready for a romp in a winter wonderland! Even more so, now that her hair will stay (somewhat) out of her eyes!

Ahhh, the first haircut. Yet another milestone to record and note that she is growing up. What a sweetheart!

And now I am off to see if I can shower and shake some of this nausea before heading out to dinner with Jacob at Canlis tonight for his holiday work dinner party - I really really hope it gets better so I can enjoy some fine dining at one of the nicest restaurants in the city! Wish me luck!

Advent 2011: Week One

2011-12-06T14:39:00.000-08:00

For our first advent activity this year, we decided to do something new. We had a special - and very sweet - dinner by the light of our advent calendar and candles, and talked about the coming days ahead. About Christmas and what it's really about, and also about all the fun stuff that happens around this time of the year. We ate Eggnog French Toast (recipe at bottom of post), sipped European Hot Chocolate from our favorite Anthro mugs, and threw in a few apple slices for good measure. The smell of the candles was pleasant, and I love the way the candles seem to slow the moments down. I love the way they illuminate the faces I hold so dearly. We polished off our evening by reading The Christmas Story (the little golden book edition, for starters ;) and I love that every night when we read scriptures and/or special books by candlelight the kids want to read them over again and again. They often go to bed later than they *should* because we all enjoy this time so much.

Week One:

eyes were beholding...
Lights and Baubles on our Christmas Tree
City lights and sidewalks all decked for the holidays
an evening of Classic Christmas movies
Mama's special Nativity Scene
words read by candlelight

ears were hearing...
The talented street corner carolers at Figgy Pudding
popcorn popping to go along with movie night
Mama & Daddy singing carols at bedtime
"You Better Watch Out..."
Two toddlers singing carols with enthusiasm
coins clanging as they bounce merrily as donations

fingers were touching...
spare cash to donate to a good cause
Squishy marshmellow for making little snowmen
The pages of favorite Christmas Stories
Lights and Baubles on our Christmas Tree :)

tongues were tasting...
Eggnog (& the French Toast version with Eggnog)
Chocolate from the Advent Calendar
Holiday goodies and treats

noses were smelling...
Christmas Scented Candles burning
gingerbread cookies baking
steamy hot apple cider

hearts were feeling...
happy...full...blessed...magical...hopeful...generous

Recipe for Eggnog French Toast

(from the Seattle Times, years ago...)

*half this recipe unless you're feeding more than 3 adults

1 TBSP butter (softened)

2 C eggnog

2 C milk

6 eggs

2 tsp vanilla

1 tsp nutmeg

1/2 tsp cinnamon

1/8 tsp salt

-quality white or french bread (thick)

-maple syrup or a sprinkle of powdered sugar

enjoy!

...but who's counting?

2011-12-02T07:00:00.000-08:00

Every day at preschool, Sawyer does show and tell. I figured it was my turn today...

We had some family pictures taken a few weeks ago. Here's one I love of our two little angels - their personalities are shining right on through. Love them!

"You got to be careful when you've got good love 'Cause them angels will just keep on multiplying..."

(Angel by Jack Johnson)

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And a few more from our session, in numerical order...

I am pretty sure some of you out there have been wondering...so here's the official announcement in case you didn't get one of our Christmas Cards.

Baby #3 due in June! We are over-the-moon excited!

(Just wishing the morning-afternoon-evening-all-night-sickness would end sometime in the near future. Which is why it has been getting harder to keep this under wraps! I am not dying...I am just pregnant and have been very sick! Thanks for those who have been thoughtful and concerned and inquired!) We are now 12 weeks along in our journey.

I decided to do something special with this pregnancy.

Things are surely more busy this time around, but I was inspired by a maternity book I saw another photographer do, so I thought I'd do something with my own spin. I am just keeping a photo and some thoughts for each week and then at the end (when my hands are even more full with three kids!) I will make it into a book.

ps-thanks to my darling friend, Allegra, for capturing this exciting moment in our lives...and our little family.

Magic in the Market

2011-11-30T00:50:00.000-08:00

Last year we had so much fun, we decided to go again!

I had been looking forward to this event for a couple of weeks. The weather was even perfect - at first we had bundled the kids all up, and we ended up taking our jackets off because it was nice and warm. Well, relatively speaking.

I had also been super excited about the kids seeing Santa - and had tried to prep them in advance so they wouldn't be afraid. This Santa is my favorite in the city. Truly, the best Santa I've ever seen, and so sweet. Anyway, we had talked about how they could sit on his lap and he would say "and what would you like for Christmas?" and they knew the answers...and that they would get a candy cane. And I had picked out a cute little festive dress for Aspen to wear with her cute furry boots and hat - and in the end -

Aspen was TERRIFIED of Santa. Which, in turn, made Sawyer nervous.

oh well?

Seriously, though. I just had to scratch the cute little picture I had in my head and settle for the reality, ya know? Aspen is such a happy, easy-going girl it was almost un-nerving to see her so upset. Kind of funny, too - but in a sad way. I don't know if it's the suit or the beard, or what - but she didn't even make it to his lap. Santa did, however, still give the girl a candy cane. He's just nice like that.

I decided to say hello to the Big Man myself. I thanked him for being patient and sweet with my screaming girl. And easy on the boy. I also thought maybe if the kids saw me talking to him (I didn't sit on his lap) maybe they'd see that it's really not so tough. I have a soft spot for Santa, afterall.

Aspen sure enjoyed that candy cane - from the comfort of her stroller. But Sawyer slowly warmed up. He still needed some moral support, but he wanted to go tell Santa what he wants for Christmas. I asked him how it went. He said "I told him I want a snowy owl" And what did he say?

His face totally lit up "he said he would put it on his list!"

Well, of course! Little does Sawyer know that Santa has already delivered it to his Mama for safe keeping until Christmas morning!

The next couple of shots are rather random.

Walking up from where we parked on the waterfront, we walked up and through Post Alley to the market - and by the infamous Wall of Gum. Aspen was super curious. Sawyer didn't want to get near it. Jacob thinks it's gross. I think it's cool. It's all good :)

One of the funniest moments EVER occurred after we saw Santa, and while we were killing time until the carols started and they turned on all the lights. Sawyer wanted to see the "fish throwers" (they're kind of famous, too). So we did. Aspen was squirming and trying to wriggle out of her stroller because she wanted to ~~run off and get lost~~ walk instead of be confined to her seat. The fish-thrower walked right over to her with a big fish, and he makes the fish talk to her (it's almost like a show, if you've ever seen these guys throw fish before) and the fish said "what do you think you're doing?" And she sat sooooo still. I was sure she was going to burst out in worse tears than when she saw Santa, but she just sat as still as could be.

We also met up with some friends, and went to get a pastry to kill more time. We enjoyed a couple of street musicians, but this guy was my favorite. Check him out - he was singing, smiling, playing the guitar, playing the harmonica, and hula hooping all at the same time! And sounded really good! I, quite simply, am not so talented.

And then we went back to listen to the Dickens Carolers and count down to the lighting of the market for the holidays.

Once again - magic. We topped it off with dinner on the Waterfront where we could see the ferries coming and going out the window. I do love Seattle!

We are looking forward to a truly magical holiday season this year. If you can believe it, I have 100% of my Christmas shopping done, so I get to just relax now and enjoy the season through the eyes of my children. Our advent calendar was stuffed with goodies today and my list of activities for each day is almost complete. Sawyer asks every day if it's Christmas yet. We did trim the tree, and have been playing Christmas music...it is going to seem like a long wait for a very excited little boy. Hopefully as we preview each day the evening before, as we read by candlelight - another favorite tradition - it will help him enjoy the wait. One of my VERY favorite traditions is coming up this weekend - the Great Figgy Pudding Street Corner Caroling Competition down by Westlake Center. This Friday night! Be there, or be square! Seriously, I just love this event - one of my all-time favorites! I think this will be our fourth year!

Happy Holidays, Everyone!

Thanksgiving

2011-11-27T11:48:00.000-08:00

This is the only picture I have to document Thanksgiving this year. I had just grabbed the camera and thought I'd maybe take some photos of the table once we decked it with China and all good things to eat - or maybe a few of our wonderful company - or the beautiful turkey my husband did - or the pies my sister made - or at least the proof of empty plates when we were finished. But then the doorbell rang, the whirlwind continued, and the fun began. And then we sat. And we ate. And ate. And talked. And played. And ate. And played Skip-Bo. And tried to tame wild children down to put their pjs on. And said good-bye. (and then we did dishes for a long long time ;).

So, this one photo is just a small token to help trigger those memories: Sawyer so eager to find his name on his place card (and every else's name, too!) - our first time hosting the Thanksgiving feast - the good company of my sister, Kaitlin, and her cute little family - of the kids wild and excited - of a very wonderful time together, just the way it should be.

PS - I do have to add that as I was cleaning during the day, preparing for guests, I all of a sudden got a little teary eyed. Why? Because I wish I could have been in NYC at the sidelines of the famous Macy's Thanksgiving Day Parade to take a picture of the look on my mother's face as she watched the parade and had her first New York experience. My dad granted her small wish - one of her lifelong dreams - this Thanksgiving. Mom - your rolls always turn out better than mine - but I hope you had the time of your life in NYC! Broadway musicals! Ice-skating at Rockefeller Center! Shopping and Food! NYC Ballet Nutcracker! Love you!!!

*update* thanks to my twin sister, Tia, who was with my parents, here's the very picture I imagined (thanks, sis!):

to be Thankful...

2011-11-20T15:16:00.000-08:00

I have thoroughly enjoyed how each day on Facebook a lot of friends have been taking note and sharing something they are grateful for, during this month especially designated to remind us of gratitude and thanksgiving. I haven't written something down every day, or shared it, for that matter - but that doesn't mean I haven't been taking note in my thoughts of the things I am grateful for each day.

A common thing among the things I am most grateful for - is that often the things that pull my heartstrings and swell my emotions with gratitude, are very little things.

This morning, I couldn't help but pull out the camera to document my 21 month old girl (not so little these days!) trying intently and with the utmost amount of patience and determination that a not-quite-two-year-old can muster - to dress herself for church.

I am grateful for the seemingly small things my children learn each day, and that I get to cheer them on.

I am grateful for the sheer pleasure and joy that comes to them when they accomplish something they've strived hard to do - even if in the end, they had to accept a little bit of help.

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I am grateful for the biggest smile and excitement on a little boy's face when he asked if he could have a turn with the camera...and his Mama said "yes, go ahead" (trying to forget how big, heavy, and expensive the camera and lens are and that there's no way she could afford to replace them if they were broken).

This was his winning image - in focus, and capturing a moment between his Mama and his little sister that his Mama will cherish always. (even if she hasn't showered, combed her own hair, or got herself dressed and ready yet for church).

Then, of course - little sister had to have a turn with the camera. Please don't hurt your neck trying to look at it straight. Hey, she's not even two - she's got time to learn a lot more about composition. The joy came in pushing the button.

Know what I mean?

As we count down the days to the celebration of Thanksgiving later this week, it is my prayer that all of you will find something - many things, in fact - to be grateful for. It really doesn't matter the size.

Happy Thanksgiving, Everyone!

Official farewell to Summer...

2011-11-14T22:16:00.000-08:00

Summer officially left us a while ago...

but I just found these images on an old memory card and it came flashing back, fresh to my memory...

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Dear Summer,

You were fun (you always are, and you know it!), even if you weren't quite as hot as I like this year (although I think the rest of the country would've loved to have your pleasant 70s over their scorching record-breaking in the 100+s)

You know I love you. And I will miss you. (like crazy!)

I will patiently await for you to come back again next year.

Love from your biggest fan,

Tysha

*It was a treat to find these random images on a very cold November day, when things have been very mellow because of sickness in the house. Fun in the wading pool at the Seattle Center and spinning some of our wheels around the neighborhood one morning...good times!

naptime

2011-11-03T14:00:00.000-07:00

he asked if he could take his nap in my bed today.

I went up to check on him (it was really quiet - so he was either asleep or playing with my jewelry box) and this is how I found him. I guess mama and daddy's queen size bed sure beats the pack n play for a nap :)

Happy Halloween!

2011-10-30T22:23:00.000-07:00

Introducing...

I had waaaay too much fun with their costumes this year. The cutest Little Red and the most handsome Wolf I've ever seen (he's not really that big and bad at heart).

It's pretty cute (and a little sad) that Aspen looks out from her cape - looking around for her brother - and says "I scared. I scared of Big Bad Wolf". We've got to get that on video before they head out trick or treating.

I took them to the Washington Park Arboretum one afternoon and just let them run around in their costumes...and they ended up telling their own little story. We did lose one of Little Red's cookies from her basket during all of the running around and I certainly rewarded them with a visit to the tot lot playground when I was done chasing after them - they are good sports to go along with their silly Mama's schenanigans!

Sawyer's costume was easy - I bought the hat last winter on sale and then just made his paws and tail out of some fleece. Aspen's outfit took a lot more work - I actually made her dress last summer one warm night when I was bored. It was my first attempt at a dress besides the bitty one I made for her when she was teency weency. It turned out alright, but I was glad it was her costume and I decided to keep my baby Gap dress habit rather than make all of her clothes in the future :) A few weeks ago, I found a vintage pattern on ebay and made the cape to top it off.

I am not sure I can keep up these themes for too many more years - inevitably she'll want to be a princess and he'll want to be a superhero one day. And honestly, it is a lot of work! But it is something I have really enjoyed doing for the past couple of years, and I think to reward all of our efforts I may even create a little picture book for them with themselves as their characters - something fun to always remember.

My favorite Little Red Riding Hood and Big Bad Wolf EVER!

Have a safe and happy Halloween!

Jack O'Lanterns

2011-10-26T15:21:00.000-07:00

Over the weekend, we cleaned out pumpkin "guts" and went to a little Halloween Party put on by some friends (enchiladas to die for! and The Great Pumpkin, Charlie Brown - lots o' fun!).

The kids were excited about carving pumpkins, but weren't really that excited about sticking their hands inside to pull out the "guts". I guess not everyone likes the feel of cold, ooey, gooey, pumpkin guts?

We extended the fun by actually carving their faces on Monday night for our family night. We have made it a tradition to light our 'lanterns and eat a treat by candlelight. It's fun for everyone, and this guy was really excited about it ;)

Due to carving quickly so the kids wouldn't go to bed too late, Jacob didn't have time to be as elaborate as he likes - but he still did better than me - I always do the same, classic kind of pumpkin face. It makes me happy :)

Preschool party tomorrow and our church party and "trunk or treat" to look forward to this weekend. I feel like this year Halloween is really drawn out - lots of fun times to wear costumes and eat some candy corn.

Sawyer is extra excited, though, for the BIG night. You know - Trick or Treating! I love that we have established so many little traditions for our little family - and one favorite is going to Auntie Lynn's house on Halloween - (Auntie Lynn is my dear friend - I was the nanny for her children for many years, and now our youngest are friends - Sawyer and her youngest daughter are 17 months apart).

Hooray for Halloween!

Who's Afraid of the Big Bad Wolf?

2011-10-21T14:50:00.000-07:00

You will find out, come Halloween!

I am just sitting down to edit a few pics of the kids I took in their Halloween costumes a few days ago...and I'm SO EXCITED to share them with everyone next week! It's funny...I don't really like dressing up all that much - but I sure like dressing my kids up! And since they're still little and get excited about my suggestions - I did a theme *again*!

I hope you're ready for some tricks and treats!

baby dolls...

2011-10-19T14:36:00.000-07:00

Okay, this is a funny post - but I need some help. We are going to get Aspen a nice baby doll for Christmas (and yes, I am doing my Christmas shopping in October ;) and I am having a hard time deciding which one to get. I have done a lot of research (I swear I research EVERYTHING! Even baby dolls!) and my top two choices, which happen to come in close to the same price range are the Madame Alexander baby doll "huggins" (top) or the American Girls "bitty" baby doll (bottom).

Madame Alexander baby doll is 12 inches.
Bitty Baby is 15 inches so a little bigger.

I love that both have eyelids that open and close. I love that the Madame Alexander doll looks so old-fashioned and classic. I love that both have soft, huggable bodies. I just can't decide.

It might help to say that these are going to go along with the doll - the crib for Christmas and the high chair for her birthday in January.

Some other contenders were Gotz and Carolle dolls.

Anyone want to help me? Only give me another suggestion if it's really good :) Otherwise, which one would you choose, and why? We are hoping this baby doll will get years of love before she inevitably asks for one of the big American Girl dolls...

Anyone have a Madame Alexander doll growing up? Just fyi this one is made for play and not one of the collectibles.

Anyone have a Bitty Baby growing up? (I know my sister Jamie did so there's got to be more of you young-uns out there that had one as well).

Okay, that's all. Just a shout out for some baby-doll-loving girls out there to help me make up my mind -- you know, I try to have ALL my holiday shopping done by Dec. 1st (if not sooner!)

Thanks!

PS- to be honest, I think I'm just about as excited and giddy about all this doll stuff as she will be! (maybe even more!) I was a bit of a "tomboy" growing up but I sure LOOOOVED my baby dolls!

PSS- don't tell Aspen about this! :)

The Pumpkin Patch

2011-10-16T22:49:00.000-07:00

Over the weekend, we visited a Pumpkin Farm with some friends.

The weather was absolutely gorgeous - warm and sunny.

Teamwork!

Sawyer found this old tractor to "drive" - he was in heaven!

...and proof that I was there, too! This wasn't the farm we usually go to (for some reason I mapped Craven farm instead of Carleton?) - and I had promised Sawyer a tractor-pulled hayride, however at this farm you had to wait in a looong line and pay for the ride. So, tomorrow we're going to meet up with some friends for a courtesy (ie. free) hayride at our "usual" farm (Carleton Farms!) There are a lot of great farms out there - but Carleton is our favorite :)

It was a beautiful afternoon, we had fun with friends, and picked out two big and funky pumpkins we will carve next weekend!

Gotta love the pumpkin patch!

Halloween in the Air!

2011-10-10T14:25:00.000-07:00

Last night, we got out the Halloween stuff, on a whim. It is, after all, getting closer to Halloween, right? I finished up the kids costumes a couple of weeks back (SO EXCITED!) - they turned out super duper cute if I do say so myself. And I sewed 95% of Aspen's outfit and about 5% of Sawyer's this year. You'll see what I mean, in a few weeks...

Back to last night...

The kids got to have a bath by luminary pumpkin lights (mostly, because our bathroom light went out and we didn't have a new one and that's what popped to mind...) I think they thought it was a little weird - I thought it was kind of cool.

They did, however, really really enjoy that we got out our handful of costume stuff. Mostly, it's just leftover leopard ears and a cat face and a sorcerer's hat I picked up when I went to visit the Witch Museum in Salem, Mass. a couple years back. I'm glad they like to play with them! OH! And how could I not mention their new glow-in-the-dark skeleton pjs!?! They just loooove them! Usually, Sawyer requests that we leave the door open with the hall light on when he's going to sleep, but he wanted the light off last night and the door closed so he could see himself glowing in the dark!

I think the very favorite part of the night, though, was that we got out our one Halloween book and read it over and over and over and over and over again (I kid not - we read it at least 15 times in a row!) "Five Little Pumpkins"...our tradition is to read it by the light of our two little pumpkins.

Tonight our old friends/neighbors are coming over and we are having a yummy fall soup, pumpkin-chocolate chip cookies, and watching "It's the Great Pumpkin, Charlie Brown" for dessert :)

As much as I hate parting with summer...I really do enjoy autumn.

(BOO!)

Home Sweet Home

2011-09-30T18:23:00.000-07:00

here we are, friday night - 6:30pm...

waiting for the hubs to get home so we can head out on date night.

we don't have a sitter, or a plan...but I finally got around to taking a shower and getting dressed - and even got the kids looking cute (still haven't thrown any makeup on, but au natural is kinda my style, anyway) but I decided we needed a date night, even if the kids tag along...so we are waiting and then heading OUT!

my mom and sister are coming into town later, so I spent a lot of today scrubbing the house from head to toe - and now that it's all sparkly, we are just sitting here enjoying it (well - the kids have now moved from coloring at the table to jumping on the sofa, but such is life!)

okay - so this is getting more random by the moment - anyone following my train of thought? that's okay - it's my journal/blog so it really just has to make sense to me in the end, right?

last week for date night, Jacob and I did a bit of designing together. Well, he designed, and I more like art directed - because I had this thing in mind that I wanted done for a long time, even had the frame already. And we finally got it done. I think we're a pretty good design duo - and we had fun in the process, which is what counts. Here's what we did...

A little print for our living area. If you look close, you can see a sea of legos on the floor reflected in the tv, oh, and my gaucho pants which I love to wear when I clean the house.

Since I had the camera out, I decided to take some pics of some other recent home projects, since we're on the subject.

If you were married to me, I bet I'd drive you nuts. Luckily, I get to drive Jacob nuts, but I think he likes me just as much for my crazy antics and projects as for my smile.

I decided a while back I wanted to do some kind of window treatment in our kitchen. We have stainless steel appliances, black tile. Paint is an antique blue and appliances and accents are red. I thought it would be fun to make it kind of bistro-ish, so I got some stripey fabric at Ikea that I thought would fit the bill. I found a great little tutorial and the other day while Sawyer was in school, and Aspen was taking a rare morning nap due to a bit of a cold, I jumped at the chance to sew it. Last night, Jacob made dinner so I could run to pick up the wood we needed to mount it. And then he ever so patiently worked with me so I could get it up (I am NOT patient and wanted to get it up before our company came to town). I think it cost me about $35 to make.

This winter when I'm making some nice soups or hot chocolate, I will pretend I live in France and it is my own little Bistro. Hey, you gotta find some way to brighten the many gray days we have here during Seattle winters!

Lastly, here we have the Stripey Bathroom. Okay, so stripes make me happy lately. I think it's okay. My friend did her entry way in stripes and I loved it! So, I tried it in our half bath in the main room (we live in a 3 story townhouse - so this is right off the kitchen/dining/living area.

if you ever want to paint stripes - this blog had some nice insights. it's trickier than it looks, but with lots of green tape and a nice dose of time and patience, the results are really FUN!

the downside of pretty pedestal sinks = no storage.

I tried to add a little storage with these baskets from the Land of Nod. They are from the Ropers collection, which they no longer carry (bummer! we have these all over our house and I LOVE them!) the positive part of them no longer carrying the collection is that I got these for $3 each when they were clearing them out! I put extra rolls of tp and sawyer's special toddler wipes, as well as my not-often-used makeup in them.

The finishing touch are a few words by the sink - on the door side. I love friendly little reminders.

I think I may also do a simple white linen or canvas window cover in this room, too - but right now I'm already knee deep in another project - our downstairs room/office.

Oh, yes, I do love how when you look in the mirror the stripes are all around you! (I only did them on the one big wall - are you kiddin' me, doing them around the sink and behind the toilet would have been sheer torture!)

Yep, these pics were taken while the kids were napping and it was 3pm and I hadn't showered yet - still wearing the cleaning gauchos. Hair not combed, face not washed - I'm like this more often than I'd like to admit, but I am fine admitting it :)

Oh! Garage door is opening! Jacob just pulled up on his bike - perfect timing -

Time to sign off -

Happy Friday, all!

she's half his age...

2011-09-28T14:43:00.000-07:00

but he doesn't seem to mind.

can you even get over her shoes? i can't!

i meant to do this a couple of months back - right when he turned 3 and she was 18 months. but i didn't get around to it until friday, when our plans with friends fell through and the sun beckoned us to come play at one of our fave parks (gas works on lake union). i decided to dress them up a bit and follow them along with my camera to capture a bit of who they are at this age - the only time in their lives that she'll be half his age.

at 18 months she was already going on two. not in a bad way, just in a way in which she wants to do everything she can by herself and keep up with her big bro (often appreciated) and gets frustrated when she can't (ie she tries SO hard to dress herself like her brother does, but continues to put her long sleeves on her legs and that can be maddening). she gets many a compliment on her curls, and even though on the outside she's very girly - she's quite the tomboy at heart. she talks up a storm and our favorite thing she says, at random moments, is "I so Haaaapy!"

Sawyer & Aspen - at these ages, you two have developed a very lovely relationship. i always thought that having kids close together would guarantee a close relationship - but as i've observed and talk to friends with kids both super close in age or spread out more, i've learned that there is no guarantee. it depends a lot more simply on the personality and temperament of each child, or so it seems. so i will count myself lucky that you love each other so much and laugh at you when you have normal sibling rivalries. i will also give aspen a lot of credit for being so interested to play with cars and trains with her brother, and sawyer credit for being so interested in dressing and undressing her baby dolls, and having stroller races with them down the hallway. She idolizes her big brother and it's the cutest thing to see. Melts my heart!

i am absolutely LOVING the threes with this boy! not that the twos were super terrible, but the threes are such a delight!

here's to years and years of more adventures together!

we are so glad you have each other.

truly, what a gift!

let the goooood times roll!

i'm ignited!

2011-09-23T15:40:00.000-07:00

yeah, you read that right -

i'm ignited!

not to be confused with excited,

though i may very well be that as well...

last week sucked. in a big way. for reasons i don't really want to explain here on the ole' blog - some things are meant to be private. let's just say it really sucked and it hurt and i hated it.

but.

this week has been beautiful, really beautiful, and every day i have been reminded that...

Yes, it is.

Life is good - even though sometimes things happen that we don't like, maybe things happen that we even hate (even though I try not to say that word very often and it's not allowed in our house - there are times we all feel that strong way, right?) There are times we are sad or sick or heartbroken. Times we wonder what we're doing, or what in the world we can do.

So, if you're feeling that way: Don't.Give.Up!

Remember that there is a God, yes, a Heavenly Father - and he LOVES you! And if you're really lucky, you even have friends and family who love you, too!

Last year was a tough one for me. Last week was a sad one.

But through the ups and downs, life is good.

I'm very blessed to have the family and friends that I do. And to have these two little cherubs running around me every single day.

I'm so lucky to be their mother.

I'm so lucky that I'm healthy and feelin GOOOOD - no GREAAAT! again!

My "spark" is back.

And I'm IGNITED!

Good thing we're having s'mores on the beach tonight!

Happy Friday and Happy Weekend All! If your light is a little "less shiny" than usual - just wait - the day will come soon when you will once again feel ignited as well - then, shine on!

Big Girl Chair

2011-09-19T21:42:00.000-07:00

No more high chairs or booster seats in our house anymore.

(we never really did use high chairs anyways...)

This morning, Sawyer helped me put together Aspen's new chair (just like his - it's like a real big person chair, just a little bit higher - perfect size for them to sit up at the table). They were both SO proud.

She still does little dances on her seat that make me a little nervous she might fall off one of these days (she has no respect for gravity, I tell ya).

But what are the options, really? Strap her in a chair and have her wriggle and squirm because she wants to be with us? Or let her continuously take over her brother's chair? Yeah, that's why we decided to just let her go for it and be the big girl that she tries so hard and likes to be.

Now we have two big kids at the breakfast/brunch/lunch/linner/dinner table!

This one still wears her ketchup like it's really messy lipstick, though :)

And we don't mind, one bit!

Here's to Aspen and her new big girl chair! May she enjoy each meal without falling off!

Snow Lake

2011-09-16T13:08:00.000-07:00

On Labor Day, we decided to go for a hike.

We almost went up north to Fragrance Lake near Bellingham, but decided to do something a bit more challenging (pay off for more challenge = more pictueresque).

So off we went to the Alpine Lakes Wilderness near Snoqualmie Pass and got set to hike to Snow Lake.

It was 8 miles round trip. Sawyer hiked a good mile and a half himself. But it was also not an "easy" hike so we packed the kids on our backs (soooo glad we have two kid-packs!) and really got a work out. I mean, my legs that night almost felt equivalent to when I ran 28.2 miles a few years back in San Diego.

(I guess that tells you what kind of shape I'm in!)

Because of our kind of late-bloomer of a summer, there were still tons of wild flowers a-flowering. Soooo gorgeous!

Our little munchkin who is in LOVE with rocks. I think she'd pick a rock over a flower most days. Getting to our destination took a good 3 hours or so. We didn't think much of it at the time, but WOW the kids did AMAZING! Considering most of the way they were just riding on our backs - they didn't complain at all. We stopped to look at grasshoppers, birds, beetles, butterflies, flowers, little cascading waterfalls, etc. oh, and BIG rocks. They were such great sports!

Finally, we made it to Snow Lake! It was beautiful! The water was cold and fresh and you could see right through it to the rocks on the bottom. I guess that is what you call a true Alpine Lake :) We had both done this hike before - I have done it several times, but it sure feels different hiking without an extra 25-35lbs on your back :)

Time to eat some lunch and cool our tired feet off in that icy water.

A nice fellow hiker volunteered to take a pic of all of us together.

I just love the above image of Sawyer. It's so him, so boy. He kept climbing up rocks and I told him to shout "I'm the KING OF THE ROCK!" and Aspen chimed in, in her sort of jibberish way of copying everything he says - I guess you kind of had to be there, but it was cute nonetheless.

Sure got a smile out of big bro.

And Jacob got one of me and the kidlets.

Oh how I love them so!

We made up for all of the calories we burned hiking by downing some burgers, fries, and dessert at Red Robin that evening. We went straight there in all our sweaty-hiked-out glory. Luckily, no one seemed to care.

It was an awesome day. I just love the days we get to hang together as a family, doing a little bit of nothing - yet a lot of everything, all at the same time.

Goodbye, Summer - we will miss you and be counting down the days to when we see you again!

In the meantime, we're getting excited about Halloween, Jack O'Lanterns, Spiced Cider, and Pumpkin Pie! Bring on Autumn!

Us Girls

2011-09-15T13:52:00.000-07:00

I was going through some photos from our labor day hiking extravaganza when I found a few frames that Jacob took of "us girls".

I figure I'll post the rest about our hike later, and instead play along and Embrace the Camera with cool bloggy-friends today.

It was a looooong hike (8 miles round trip - and it was pretty much switch backs up up up the entire way!) Eight miles feels like forever when you're carrying a munchkin and gear on your back. Actually, it feels a lot like backpacking.

We finally reached our destination and I could hardly wait to sink my tired-and-on-the-verge-of-blisters feet in the icy alpine lake water.

Aspen and I sat on a rock after dipping our feet in the water and all of a sudden things were quiet. A good kind of quiet. The quiet where you truly get to "hear" nature talking to you. My girl got all cuddly, too.

So, there I was, holding my girl, heart bursting with beauty, and Jacob quietly grabbed the camera and found the most yummy light and took a few frames of us.

And I'm sure glad he did.

It made up the difference for hauling not only my 20lb girl up the mountain - but the 5lbs of camera I also carried around my neck.

Even though sometimes my huge camera is a pain to haul around - I am never sorry I do when I get to capture sweet moments to remember and look back on. Some of the best moments of my life.

Thanks, Babe, for taking a few of us girls that day. It was surely a day to remember!

Our Preschooler!

2011-09-13T13:07:00.000-07:00

This morning was Sawyer's first day of Preschool!

Here's a few obligatory "first day of school" photos on our way out the door...

in this last one, he's saying "LET'S GO!"

When he turned one, all of a sudden people were asking me if I had put him on any wait lists for certain preschools. Really? I had no idea. No idea, that is, that certain schools were in high demand, that you actually had to visit and apply (sometimes years in advance) that it was so costly, or that other parents would be so concerned about where my child would attend. I wasn't even sure if I would send him to preschool, to be quite honest.

But, last Spring I thought I should do my research, nonetheless - and by March we had done a few visits and he was on a couple of wait lists. The school we liked the best (that also happened to fit our budget - hallelujah!) he was number one on the wait list. I really didn't want to go through the summer on pins and needles waiting to hear, and then at the last minute find out he was "in". So I sort of planned that I would just keep him home and continue with Nature School and maybe sign him up for indoor soccer or something. But in May, we found out there was a spot for him - and after thinking about it - and especially praying, about it - we felt like we should send him.

And so, today he went.

And he LOVED it!

Part of the reason I thought of keeping him home was utterly selfish - I wasn't sure I was ready to let him "go" yet. Even if it's only 2 mornings a week for 2.5 hours. But then after talking to a few friends, I realized I was thinking more of myself and less of my boy. Because HE wanted to go. He was STOKED when we visited. He is excited to make new friends, sit in circle time, explore the classroom, participate in show n tell. So I let go of me not wanting him to grow up and I'm letting him. ;)

He's getting so big and is at such a great age. Seriously - I love the threes! I love the "why this and why that stage (x100), and I love the mastery of certain tasks that has come after trial and error. I love that there is a sense of confidence yet still time to be cautious - and utter trust in us, his parents. I remember about this time last year thinking "wow, he sure is two!" not that two is totally terrible - but it had it's challenges. A few weeks ago I found myself saying, "wow, he's three now - this is awesome!" Some of the frustrations of being two are long gone and he is even more of a joy to be around - totally wonderful buddy and big bro. He can do so many things and is such a "smart cookie". I love this little guy!

Last night, I let him pick out the clothes he wanted to wear (he did a pretty good job, if I say so myself - I was crossing my fingers he'd go for something besides shorts and a t-shirt, and he did! Flip flops are inevitable - he is after all, my boy!) He was SO excited! Jacob stayed home this morning and made us all scones for breakfast (Sawyer was too excited to eat more than a bite!) and then we all took him to drop him off. I helped him find his cubby and then almost didn't get a chance to say good-bye since he was so eager to run and explore in the classroom (cars were certainly on the radar). One of his teachers smiled at me and said "he's ready!"

And I didn't cry.

I smiled.

Yes, he is - he's ready and he's going to love it!

Aspen and I dropped Jacob off at work and then ran to the paint store. Halfway there, she started asking "Where's Sawyer?" and she repeated it most of the time he was at school. (did I mention she was utterly disappointed she didn't get to stay at school, too?) When we picked him up, he got a happy grin and an enthusiastic "hi Sawyer!" (she has recently mastered his name and is quite proud of it - it's so cute, too - I really should put some video up sometime!)

I must admit the one positive thing about having big brother gone for two mornings a week is that - for the first time in her life - Aspen and I get to have one-on-one time. We plan one morning to be for errands and grocery shopping and the other one is "just Mommy and Aspen day" where we'll just be -together. Two silly girls. Parks or Zoo or Library or Play Cafes. Just us and that will also be a treat :)

Okay - I know this is getting long. Almost done.

We went to the the park after school and ate some cookies (very special cookies my friend made for me - thanks Allegra!) Then, home for some lunch and now down for naps.

So now, maybe I can cry, just a little. Or maybe I'll go paint our office, instead - distraction is a good thing and our house reaps the benefits.

Overall - a fantastic first day of preschool!

Here's to a wonderful school year for all!

Clean Chompers!

2011-09-08T13:11:00.001-07:00

One of several firsts coming up in the next week or so...

Today, Sawyer had his first visit with the Dentist.

He did so great!

He (and Aspen) got to pick out not one, but TWO prizes!

He was a little nervous about going to the dentist. We have been "practicing" for a looooong time "open wide!"

Sawyer: Mommy, I don't want to take my clothes off.

Me: You don't have to take your clothes of at the Dentist's office - silly!

His other concern was if he would get a shot. Thankfully, not! I was super impressed by the dentist we chose, and her entire office and staff. If you ever need an awesome pediatric dentist, check out Dr. Camille Sata - her office is right across from the wading pool at Greenlake. We don't have dental insurance and so pay with cash - and the experience we had there was worth every cent!

To start off - the waiting room had a welcoming Pooh Corner, among many books and magnetic paper dolls and animals on one wall. I was kind of afraid Sawyer wouldn't come out of Pooh's house when his name was called, but he did.

I was a little curious how the visit would be, with Sawyer being a bit anxious to begin with and Aspen being happy as a clam to be with us. First, they took us to "the circle" which is a big circular area in the middle of the office with a small opening - so kind of like a big letter "C" with walls - and there are toys. That's where the kids got to play with the toys and the staff person (I'm forgetting her name now) got to ask me any questions she might need to help make the experience a positive one for my boy. They had these puppets with huge mouths full of teeth that cracked me up - and then giant tooth brushes for the kids to brush the puppet's teeth.

Next, we went to Sawyer's chair - there were probably 5 chairs all in one big, open room, with plenty of room for parents and siblings - and seating for us, too. They let Aspen sit up in the chair with Sawyer and pick out a new toothbrush, just as he did. And then...the glasses - pretty cute! Stylin' for the dentist's office! They let Sawyer check his reflection out in a little mirror, too.

I couldn't help but notice this little wall of photos and stepped closer to take a look - it's a celebration wall for kids who give up their bottles (do kids really use bottles that long?), binkies, or stop sucking their fingers. Once they've shunned the habit for a month, they can come pick out a little stuffed animal and get their photo on the wall. All the old binkies hanging there reminded me that it's high time we got rid of Aspen's. Sawyer never did the binky thing, but she has always loved hers. I am trying to decide how to go about it - I'm leaning towards cold turkey, just throwing them all out and saying "all done" but haven't decided for sure yet if that's too cruel. The pediatrician told me that if you don't take it away by 18 months (which she is over now) kids will hang on til they're like 3. And we don't want that!

Then, the cleaning begins! Before she did anything, she showed Sawyer exactly what she was going to do. She even let him push the buttons and try out the instruments. We weren't rushed at all, and that was a good feeling.

Sucking up water with the "straw".

Finally, Dr. Sata comes over to chat and do the check up and look over the cleaning. She's super nice! She pays just as much attention to Aspen as she does Sawyer - making both feel at ease. She praises that I don't give the kids soda or juice and says Sawyer's teeth are excellent! Except, while they look perfect to us right now, they are a little tightly spaced for when his bigger teeth will come in later...which means that a few years down the road we will be visiting the Orthodontist as well. (sigh, one more thing to save for! we'll stick to saving for the mini van first!)

Overall, a great - fantastic - first experience at the Dentist. No longer afraid - in fact, he wanted to know, as we walked down the street to find our car - when we get to come back and play with the toys.

Please don't laugh too hard that I took tons of pictures of my son's first trip to the dentist! We did it for Daddy, since he couldn't be there - and I was relieved to see that I was not the only mom there with a camera :)

Here's to clean teeth!

A Good Day

2011-09-04T22:30:00.000-07:00

A nice day. An ordinary day. A Sabbath day. A day with moments to remember and rejoice over...

Jacob snapped a little pic of me and the girl before heading off to see our friends' baby blessing at church this morning.

I never want to forget her curls.

My baby is getting so big.

It's a joy to watch her grow - and sweet to remember her so itty bitty. I recently finished her baby book and had a wonderful time reminiscing. Sometimes (most all of the time) I don't want my children to grow up...but yet, I do. Sounds confusing, right? But I think most mother's know the feeling.

Our Sunday was lovely.

The baby blessing was sweet - and we got to visit with old friends while the kids ran around in the yard.

Sunday Siesta came next - naps all the way around! Then, we fired up the grill and had a delish dinner, then took a nice walk over to the duck pond and threw little rocks in the water and watched the ducks swim through the lily pads, thinking we were throwing them food. (I so love our Sunday walks!) We watched the sun set. We walked home, then the kids had a bath and got all cozy in their jammies. Then, we read scriptures and stories and cuddled. Sawyer said our evening prayer and then hugs and kisses were shared. And Daddy sang a song. And now they're sleeping.

Icing on the cake: Jacob doesn't have to go to work tomorrow! We get to spend the whole day together! Hooray for holiday weekends!

Apartment Therapy - Ohdeedoh

2011-08-31T10:21:00.000-07:00

I have long been a fan of Apartment Therapy and their kids' division, Ohdeedoh.

I am pleased to share that today they have featured Sawyer & Aspen's room!

Hooray!

Check it out by clicking HERE!

ps- the following day, it was featured on another design blog - Adobe/Casa/Home

see it here (if you're not already tired of looking at it)

Fishy, Fishy

2011-08-30T16:26:00.000-07:00

Our friends invited us to spend the morning with them at the Aquarium (thanks, guys!)

Most of the Aquarium is inside or in tunnels where it's poorly lit (on purpose - then you get to see the bright colors and cool glow of a lot of the fish!) It is poor lighting for photos, so I didn't take many. I thought maybe we'd try for one of the four kiddos together, looking all happy and such...but it just didn't work. Some days are like that (most days!) - so here is a shot of the four of them, doing their "thing" - Sawyer and Forrest looking like "why do we have to stand here for this?" Sawyer making some sort of strange noise - really loud - and the littler ones, I think they had dropped an animal cookie through the cracks and were looking for it. Even if they don't look thrilled - they all had a really good time ;)

I accidentally paid the max amount of parking time, so when we were done visiting with the fish and sea animals - and our friends had to head out - I decided to take the kids to Ivar's - to EAT some fish ('n' chips). My mom brought me here when I was little, and her mom brought her when she was little. We've been to other "branches" of Ivars around the city, but this one is the classic - on the waterfront.

Feed the Seagulls, Please!

Quote for the day from Sawyer -

"I really don't want the seagulls to EAT me, Mommy.

(pause, a moment of thought)

Maybe they won't - because I'm TALLER than them!"

oh, and I don't want to forget the moment of the day, either -

Forrest loves to run his fingers through Aspen's hair. It is cute and sweet - and sometimes she doesn't mind, and sometimes she does - but it's pretty hilarious to see a 3 year old putting "the moves" on an 18 month old :) I always wonder if one day Aspen will have crushes on her brother's friends. As long as he keeps having such good friends, I'm okay with that ;)

green beans!

2011-08-29T20:01:00.000-07:00

We prepared the garden beds.

We threw in some seeds.

Watered them.

(and tried to keep the slugs away from them, I should add)

The glorious sun beckoned to them - and,

they grew!!!

For some reason I am still totally amazed that our garden grew and is producing actual food to eat. I guess it's not that hard to do, with a little time, attention, and love - but still, I am amazed how these perfectly lovely little herbs (oh how I love fresh cilantro and basil!) and veggies are popping up all around our garden.

It makes me so happy!

We picked some green beans and then made pan roasted chicken with lemon-garlic green beans for dinner. Topped off with some left-over red velvet cake from dinner at my sister's house last night (thanks Kate & Tay!) it was quite the little feast for a Monday night meal. Yum!

Sawyer & Aspen's Nest

2011-08-26T15:17:00.000-07:00

The finishing touches have finally been made, and after over a year of working on it, the nest for my little birds is complete.

Here's a little tour:

thoughts on the process:

Just because I have a boy and a girl, didn't mean I wanted to get stuck decorating their room with yellow and green (aren't most of the "unisex" things you find those colors? ugh!) SO. I opted for a pale yellow, gold, gray, and then splash of ballet pink and robin's egg blue. This room is our happy place - it gets the best light in the house, and I love how calming it is to hang out with my two little kidlets in their little nest (we gave them the Master bedroom since we spend way more time playing in their room than in ours).

I sold a few items we didn't need/use anymore on Craigslist and used the money to splurge on a couple of things (dwell crib sheet for Aspen, knock-off Eames rocker, and the ultra cool Roadster car,new bookshelf, and a fresh coat of ceiling paint).

UPDATE SEPT 2011: by request, I am including the paint colors - the room itself is "Lily" by Sherwin Williams. The play kitchen is "Robin's Egg" by Benjamin Moore. ;)

A few special pieces in the room were made by family friends - the Modern English Alphabet print was designed and then color-customized to my color palette by our insanely talented friend, Jeanie Nelson, of The Papernut on Etsy. (You should really check out her shop! and her letter-pressed wedding announcements!)

The retro play kitchen...well...this one is a treasure. A serious treasure. It will be an heirloom, for sure, in our family. I did some work for some wonderful family friends - The Flanders Family (they really are just like family) and in return, they built this for us. I had been gathering and collecting the supplies for months (tracking down mini bar faucet on ebay, splurging my birthday gift cert. for the anthro knobs, picking out the perfect color, etc.) but about two days before Jacob and I were going to rent the equipment to try our hand at wood-working, we came up with the trade arrangement and it could've have been better timing! I was getting really nervous about the prospect of me and Jacob with nailguns in our hands. So, I did their family photos while in Oregon in July, and then Dan built it - he even designed the refrigerator from scratch and from a picture in my mind I had, and did it just perfect! Lori painted it. My mom delivered it a couple of weeks ago. Last weekend I spent an HOUR in the fabric store picking out the perfect fabric for the sink skirt and then I stayed up REALLY late one night last week sewing away at the sink skirt and little tea towel. I never had a play kitchen growing up, so I have to admit, this is just as much for me as it is for the kids. I am SO in love with it! It is just perfect! I can never thank the Flanders enough for this special treasure. I spent many many hours babysitting their children as they grew, so it is extra special that they made this for my own children. (thanks you two!)

I had thought about printing an image of each of my children, or one of them together, on a large, gallery-wrapped canvas, but then decided against it. You would think, for someone who takes lots of photos, I would have more on the wall. But I actually think it's a little strange to have big pictures of yourself hanging by your bed. I don't want to encourage narcissism or anything. I wanted to keep things simple. So I printed just their silhouettes and a little reminder of who's children I am really raising nearby (I am a Child of God). I did a 5x7 more recent one of each of them, just to have a print on the wall, with a little reminder for them (Love one Another.)

This is their room, and also the room we spend lots of time playing in. My goal was clean lines, contemporary, minimal, yet with personal touches. Not only did I do a lot of it myself, or have a few pieces from special family friends (my sister Jamie made the ceramic piggy bank and the crocheted teddy bear on the shelf) but there are a couple of pieces from my childhood there, too. Most of the little golden books are mine (well, my twin sisters, too, but she doesn't mind...) and the vintage golden book encyclopedias were my Grandmothers that she gave to me when I had Sawyer (funny enough, he has loved reading through those encyclopedias - as un-"PC" as they are, since he was a year old! He seriously has them memorized.)

I made: Sawyer's toddler bedding & bird pillow, the bird mobile and prints, painted the birdhouses, the fabric poms above Aspen's crib, her blankie, the silhouettes, and then I pulled a bunch of "wishes" that I have for my children together from other sources and designed the print that hangs adjacent to the rocking chair(last photo). I tried really hard not to over-do the birds. I wanted it to be part of the room, but birds are a bit trendy right now and I tried to use them more as a soft touch to the room rather than the primary "theme". If there is a "theme" I wanted it to be "come, relax, be yourself, and play here with us. Feel free to dream and let your imagination run for a while, or just sit and read with us. Or sleep for a bit and dream sweetly." I wanted them to feel surrounded by "things" that were carefully placed, carefully thought of, and made with love.

Which, it was.

I had fun doing all the little things that made this room complete, but what really makes it complete, are the two little people sharing it. Oh, how I love my Sawyer and my Aspen!

2011-08-24T12:44:00.000-07:00

Before heading to a school yard this morning to meet up with a bunch of friends for a bike play date, I had to snap a couple pics of the kids in their new helmets.

If a bike helmet can be somewhat cool and maybe even adorable...these are :) Gotta keep the kidlets' noggins just as safe as can be, right? These will certainly do the job well - and in style, to boot!

When Jacob saw the new helmets, he said:

"Can I get one, too?"

The man does, after all, commute to work on his bike every day - 14 miles round trip.

We love blocking off our driveway with cones and letting the kids go wild on their wheels. Sawyer has gotten good enough that when we walked to the park a week or so back, we let him ride along with us on the busy busy street. (sidewalk of the street that is). He got the hang of coasting and it was so fun to see him go! I think my next test is to see if he can ride around Greenlake while I run (about 3 miles).

I hope everyone is having a happy, safe, week! Enjoying these last days (hopefully weeks) of summer to the MAX!

Coming Home...

2011-08-18T21:38:00.000-07:00

Coming home from a photo shoot this evening, I pulled into the driveway and saw this:

While all the chalk drawings were nice, these words jumped out at me and gave my heart a nice big tug...and squeeze...

At times I have mixed feelings about my "job" away from home - it is very part time in terms of the time I am actually away from my family (about 4-6 hours/month usually) but it does steal many late late nights. I feel super blessed to be able to have a little something that I can contribute to our family's needs and goals - especially since I quit grad school with 6 months left of my clinical internship. Everyone said I was crazy for quitting when I was "so close" but what they didn't realize is that my dream job was to be a wife and a mother. I vowed when I started grad school that if the opportunity arose, I would quit and put my focus where my heart had always been. Of course, half way through grad school I started dating Jacob. And I realized my biggest dreams were about to come true. After doing a lot of calculating, we realized that if I wanted to be able to stay at home with the kids I would have to quit - if I finished, I would have to work to pay student loans for a long long time. So, I quit. I went back to nannying, and we pretended we only had one income. Jacob did a lot of freelance, as well. And AMAZINGLY, 13 months later - and the week before Sawyer was born, we had paid off $80,000 in student loans from my my expensive, private, unfinished graduate education.

There is a little joke from that time - we were visiting with some family and Jacob was drooling over an avocado. We told them we didn't buy avocados because we we were paying off student loans. Later, that same family member (you know it, Kara!) handed us a handful of avocados to take home.

Well, we still very rarely buy avocados - and it's not that we don't like them. Now, instead of school loans, there is preschool (oh my goodness who knew preschool tuition would cost more than my first semester at BYU!) and health care and dentist visits and swim lessons. I'm sure there will always be something.

And now, I'm rambling. But I'm reminiscing a bit, I guess, super thankful that we are debt free. Super grateful that somehow I have been able to magnify a talent and something I love to be able to help our little family to grow. I am so lucky I get to spend each day with my kids and super lucky that I only have to go to "work" in as many hours as some moms leave their kids in childcare at the gym or for a girls' night out. Of course, they notice I am gone when I am gone - but I am also lucky they are spending some quality time with their dad the 2-3 hours at a time I am gone for a session. Sawyer is old enough now that he knows why I go take pictures of other people's families sometimes...like tonight when we were going to pick up Jacob from work so I could drop them all back home (we have one car) and then fly across the 520 bridge to Medina for my session. He knows we're saving our pennies for a mini van. And for a new brother or sister to (someday) join our family (he for some reason keeps saying he really wants another sister, just like Aspen, but there are no guarantees - and we are not making any announcements...just carefully planning, saving, and calculating the costs of adding a third child to our family.)

And he's excited about it - all of it. And so are we!

I likely won't be doing this "work" forever. But it's nice to know I'm missed when I'm gone. And that they love me! It's nice to know that by contributing a bit to the hard work Jacob does in supporting our family, we can remain debt free - which is freeing in oh so many other ways.

I sure love my little hooligans.

And, their Daddy - who takes such great care of all of us.

Here's to sidewalk chalk! (and so much more)!

Outdoors=Great!

2011-08-15T17:03:00.000-07:00

Friday morning, we packed up every inch of our Honda Civic with gear, grabbed our passports, and headed for the Canadian border...

We joke around that we went "fake" camping.

Truth is, we pitched our tent in a huge, grassy field on the edge of an RV park in Surrey, BC (called Hazelmere if you ever want to check it out). There are RVs, yurts, and tent camping. There is a swimming pool, a playground, and miniature golf. So - not in the middle of the forrest, hike-in type camping, but kid-friendly camping :) They were super excited to just go camping and sleep in a tent!

Once we set up our camp site, we took full advantage of pool time! And then, the playground, which was an old-school playground with a big, looooong metal slide that the kids loved :)

So - sort of "fake" camping, but it's oh-so-real! We got the kids each their own sleeping bag for Christmas last year and they were excited to sleep in them, in the tent. We don't have any blow-up mattresses or anything like that, so in that sense, they def. got the sleep-on-the-ground camping experience.

Sawyer was especially excited to get bundled up for bedtime.

I wish I could say Aspen was equally excited to sleep in her sleeping bag. We should've known better...

Pretty much, we all laid there pretending to go to sleep (saying "Aspen, lay down and go to sleep!") and she literally ran around the tent like a little hooligan from the time we tried to go to bed (around 10pm) until midnight. We were part amused, and part frustrated. Somehow Sawyer fell asleep while she kept running across our legs, tripping, falling down purposefully, saying "tickle tickle" and then trying to jump on our legs while singing, "no mo momees umpin bed!!!" (her interpretation of "no more monkeys jumping on the bed". Hilarious. At first. But at midnight, we were glad we had brought the pack n play as backup, we set it up and put her in and in 5 min. she was asleep. sigh.

and then...

Bright Eyed and Bushy Tailed the next morning!

(half way through the night I was worried Aspen would be too cold in the pack n play so I let her share my mummy bag...good times ;)

Amazingly enough, our neighbors didn't want to strangle Aspen in the morning...in fact the two kids and their Dad, camping literally like 20 feet from us, were actually super excited to come over and play the next morning.

The girl was 6 months older than Sawyer, and the boy was 6 months older than Aspen. We played together for a good two hours, playing impromptu games of soccer and then Sawyer and his girl buddy having balance bike races while the younger tots cheered them on.

After breakfast was consumed (and shared with our cute neighbors) and we freshened up a tiny bit, we drove about an hour north to Lynn Canyon and the suspension bridge. There were lots of trails (luckily the further you went, the less the crowd) so we ended up hiking around the trails a good 3 or so hours.

I was proud of our generally-cautious boy, for wanting to walk across the scary-ish suspension bridge. It feels like those shaky playground bridges, only a bit more pronounced the more people that are on it - and WAY WAY WAY higher.

I felt great to take our time and hike to our hearts content with our two little kidlets. Good times!

Later, we drove back to White Rock, this cute little beachy town near our campsite. We walked out on the promenade and pier and watched fishermen, sailboats, and got to see them pull in some fresh crab.

Oh yeah, and the train goes right by here.

Oh yeah. And we went out to pizza for dinner one night. It was a joint that had huge screens with sports on. There was a football game on - and we realized our kids have never seen a football game (we don't have tv in our home, and even if we did we'd never watch football). When the players would get tackled or fall down or throw themselves on the ground, our kids would shout, in unison "fall down!" and then laugh laugh laugh. They thought it was sooooo funny!

Aspen was so funny on the board-walk. She didn't want to step on the cracks, and then she kept bending down to look through them and see the water. I'm not exactly sure what she was thinking, but it was pretty funny to watch. Sawyer, on the other hand, loved running out to see the fishermen and sailboats. It's a beautiful place to watch the sun set.

Overall, we had a wonderful 3 day weekend. Always a lot of work packing up and then unpacking, but always worth it, too.

The second night was better with Aspen since we used the pack n play. But it did make us re-think the 5 day trip we had planned in a few weeks - half of the time which would be backpacking in - no way we would bring a pack n play. So, maybe we just need to come up with a different plan or a different trip until we do a few more "practice" camping test-runs. Wouldn't hurt if the kids were older and could carry a few pounds of gear, either :)

It is always so refreshing to just get away and be unplugged from everything for a few days.

Hooray for camping!

ps- good thing our swagger wagon account continues to grow...we have pretty much outgrown our Civic even with just two kiddos!

Shoe Fetish

2011-08-09T15:07:00.000-07:00

This past week I have been doing a lot of Fall Shopping

(ie Sawyer now has clothes to last through next summer

and

Aspen will have something to wear besides summer clothes this fall)

Sales at BabyGap (I'm SUCH a sucker for their beautiful dresses!), Mini Boden, and H&M have been my best friends.

I like to buy the kids' clothes off-season, that way I get super awesome deals, and super awesome clothes (hint hint, summer clearance now is next summers wardrobe) I have found many times that I can get pretty much the same price waiting for off-season sales as I could shopping at the consignment store. But I get more selection, and everything is brand new. I like to stick to good quality brands, that way the clothing will last through more than one kid - or I consign it and get some $$ back.

Anyway - all that aside. Aspen has only had one pair of shoes this summer - her white salt water sandels, which are awesome because they go with everything and she can wear them from church to the beach.

I actually picked up a pair of on-sale pink crocs - the smallest size they make - for her dainty little feet - last week thinking they'd be good for our upcoming camping trips as they'll cover her toes and can go in the water (I had sworn never to buy crocs, I think they're ugly - but she loved them so much she wore them to bed twice last week!)

But..she needed some "real" shoes for the fall...and yesterday when we were at H&M, well, she spotted these beauties - in the boy section, no less:

The girl was going crazy "shoes! shoes!" she cried, reaching out of her comfy ride in the BOB revolution to try and grab a pair of the gray sneakers.

She succeeded.

And then she wouldn't let go.

The girl has a thing for shoes, I tell ya.

So, I decided since she seemed so in love with them, to buy them for her -why not? They were $12 and she can run in the mud or whatever in them. I wanted to get her some super snazzy cute See Kai Run sneakers (shh I still might) but honestly, she'll probably be happier in these anyway.

Our little tom boy, sweet as can be - and proud new owner of some gray sneaks to go with all of her dresses :)

I just love our Aspen Jane to pieces. She cracks me up all the time. She is soooo go-with-the-flow. Easy going and happy. And she'll trick ya, this girl will. You see, people come up all the time to comment on how adorable she is (I know I am biased but it always pleases me when strangers call my daughter beautiful and it confirms that she's cute to people besides her parents). Anyway, she's this petite little darling 18 month old girly, with these honey-blond curls. (I like to call her "goldilocks" and Jacob calls her "sweet pea") She is often wearing a cute little dress (that I of course couldn't pass up at a BabyGap sale :)

BUT.

don't let it fool you.

She will come running up with a cute grin - and then start roaring like she's a dragon. She will flap her wings and fly and run and fling herself to the ground and make very boy-ish noises. We can thank her brother for that. She even makes race-car noises, and airplane noises.

but it's all good. It makes for such a good laugh when people are commenting on her cuteness and she comes running up making these boy-noises.

I suppose a combination of girlyness+cuteness+loving the things her brother does makes for one cute little tomboy. With a shoe fetish. With boy sneakers.

Don't worry, I got her some super cute brown suede "big girl" boots and some black patent mary janes as well. The girl is now stocked up with shoes!

And she, along with her brother, help me stock up with smiles, giggles, and hugs every single day.

Taking Flight...

2011-08-05T15:41:00.001-07:00

Yesterday, directly from swim lessons, we went straight to the beach. The Blue Angels are in town for their annual SeaFair hurrah, and we wanted to make sure and catch their practice show.

Some friends met up with us at Madrona beach - it was the most crowded I've seen that little stretch of beach, ever. There were a ga-zillion boats out to enjoy the show, as well. Grown-ups sat in lawn chairs to watch up on the grass, and kids and their parents played in the sand and water while the Blue Angels soared above and before us. It was aaaahhhhmazing! And at times, breath-taking, as they reach speeds close to Mach 2. They boooom and zooom and leave your eardrums ringing!

After lots of fun in the sun, we went home for some naptime and then we went and picked Jacob up from work and headed down to the Museum of Flight at Boeing Field.

(a passer-by offered to take a picture so I could join my family...and the kids faces are cracking me up...they are like - who's the strange dude saying "cheese"?)

Generally speaking, Sawyer is a HUGE fan of cars. After he saw the Blue Angels and it dawned on him that they are even faster than race cars...he is now a big fan of jets. Check him out below, can you tell he's trying to sound like a jet, himself?

And here's our little Aspen, inspired by the history at the Museum, to spread her wings, and fly :)

I think Jacob was pleasantly surprised at how awesome this museum is. (I think he was wishing we weren't chasing after two little busy-bodies so he could've read all of the signs, etc. It is really that cool!)

We crossed the sky bridge and went outside to see the Concorde and Air Force One. We made the kids wait in a long line to hop on board Air Force One and check it out. Sawyer wasn't super excited to wait in line. At least he got to see airplanes taking off and landing while we waited :)

Aspen wasn't thrilled about waiting, either. She kind of ran around and was entertainment for everyone else in line, which made her happy. She also loved to see (and hear) the planes taking off and landing.

I had promised Sawyer that we could stop by the gift shop on our way out, so he could see if they had any toy blue angels. We were having such a great time looking through one of the galleries, that all of a sudden a voice said "it is now 9pm and the museum will be closing"...so we booked it over to the gift shop - which wasn't letting anyone else in. After I asked, the woman at the door heard me trying to explain to Sawyer...that we couldn't go in...(she no doubt saw how upset he looked) and she said "hey, come here - I have 3 kids of my own and I understand the importance of keeping a promise". I could have hugged her to pieces (almost). She let us sneak by, and we quickly found a F/A-18 Hornet and of course we let Aspen pick out a plane, too - and bought them, and quickly made our way out the door. The kids held their planes in hand, making plane noises, all the way home. In fact, they both even slept with them last night.

Hooray for the Blue Angels. It was an awesome day.

And now, it's friday. Last day of swim lessons was this morning, and Daddy came to watch. This evening we are headed out to the Magnuson Park Amphitheatre to see Creme Tangerine, a great Beatles' cover band we try to see every summer. It's not as warm as yesterday, but we will bundle up a bit and enjoy a bit of dancing and our picnic as we listen to them play all of Abbey Road.

Happy Weekend, all!

In the Beginning...

2011-08-01T23:26:00.000-07:00

Tonight for our weekly Family Home Evening,

we went to the Rose Garden up the street.

Jacob rides past it on his bike-route home, so he got to stop half-way up the big killer hill to enjoy a nice little picnic and a bit of relaxing in a gorgeous setting (with his favorite peeps, no less!).

We ate our picnic and walked (well, let's be real, with two lively little ones there was lots of RUNNING going on as well!) around the garden, admiring the flowers.

And then, we talked about The Creation.

I asked Sawyer: "Do you know who made this garden?"

He answered (looking around) "Was it those guys, over there?" (a couple enjoying a stroll through the garden)

Gotta love kids. Since we have a garden and have worked in it, he was probably thinking about who planted and nurtured this particular garden, so I guess it wasn't a bad guess? His answer was a perfect opening for our conversation about our topic, nonetheless. We are, after all, the stewards of God's Creations.

We enjoyed talking a bit as we walked around the gardens, and then we decided to walk to one of our favorite nearby parks to let the kids burn off some energy.

I just looove long summer days. And I don't mind that we stayed out until the sun went down, that the kids got into the bathtub at 9:15pm and in bed at close to 10pm. I loved scrubbing their dirty feet - dirty from running around in the glorious dirt that God gave us. Sweaty little faces from enjoying running in the beautiful garden, and playing hard at the park. I let Aspen wear her new shoes to bed (upon her insisting) and I smiled when I peeked in at her a few minutes later and she had her little bum in the air - with her pink crocs under her. I love the smell of roses. I love my little family. I love that Jacob is always game for all of my ideas and for many many many summer picnics.

I love all of this. I am so grateful for the gifts God has given me - for all of his Creations, big and small.

If you haven't done so lately, I encourage you to take just a bit of time to stop and "smell the roses", as we did this evening.

It's wonderful for the soul!

next week's lesson: a continuation of talking about The Creation by visiting some more of God's creations - salmon - at the Ballard Locks. If anyone would like to join in, please let me know ;)

Swimming Lessons 101

2011-07-28T13:04:00.000-07:00

This week, Sawyer started swimming lessons.

Every day, for two weeks.

Today is Thursday, and it is the first time the sun was out all week during his 9am lessons (good thing they keep the learning pool at 96 degrees!).

Hooray!

The first day, they line all the kids up just to kind of see where they are at. Kids have to be 3 to be in "real" lessons. I noticed a lot of the kids are closer to 4 in this class - but that's okay. My boy with a summer birthday will probably always be the youngest and smallest in the class, so he might as well get used to it (unless someone can convince me to wait until 6 to send him to kindergarten - which is what everyone is trying to do in this city...the trend it to send boys with summer birthdays at 6 instead of 5...but that's another discussion)

The first two days, he was in a class that had a boy teacher - the only boy teacher - and he thought it was really cool.

Then, for no apparent reason that I could see, they moved him up a level. I was worried he would be upset that he wasn't with teacher Tristan anymore...but then he got teacher Mary...and he loves her!

The hardest part about lessons, so far, is getting ourselves out the door by 8:30am. It's not that early, but to pack clothes, snacks, fresh towels, etc., and make sure that we down some breakfast before we head out - well, it's slightly tricky (especially when they tend to wake up close to 8am!). It has opened my eyes a bit to the fact that when Preschool starts this fall (same time and two blocks from the pool) I might even have to get myself up before the kids. It will be good for me :)

Wait, I LIED!

The HARDEST part about lessons, is keeping Aspen from running and jumping in the pool with all the other kids! I had to wrangle her on one hip while I snapped these photos today...the girl just wants to have fun, what can I say? And honestly, I'd love to jump in myself!

The BEST part about lessons, is to see my boy sit and listen and follow instructions and let a teacher gently push him beyond his level of comfort rather than me. It really does make a difference. It has been so much fun to see him having fun out there - and he is so cute, we got some special swim shampoo for him and he LOVES to take a shower after class. We wait in line and he just stands in the shower with his shampoo-covered buzz-cut-hair and he has a blast. He asked today "do we get to come back tomorrow?" and it makes me happy that he is enjoying his class, while learning important skills. It is really important to us that our kids learn how to swim properly, and also learn how to be safe around the water, since we are surrounded by it where we live.

Anyway...

It's a good thing summer finally came back today.

We are wading pool bound after naps...

and lucky for all of us, we will hit up the pool twice tomorrow-

once for lessons,

and again - for our weekly (and fave thing EVER) family swim!

Then, Aspen will have her chance.

Unlike her brother - she throws ALL caution to the wind.

She is one who would seriously run and jump in if we weren't looking.

Hooray for swim lessons and here's to lots more pool time this summer!

ps-if any locals want to join us at the Mounger Pool for Family Swim on Friday night - it happens from 5:30-7:30pm and on a nice night, you've got to get in line right away because if they reach capacity, they'll turn you away. They always have a theme, and music, and games going along with the event - and we always pack a picnic dinner and head over to the park right afterwards. We'd love company - it's SUCH fun and we look forward to it every week!

*for those of you not from Seattle...let's just say summer has been teasing us and taken her sweet time to arrive -and stay.

Quick note to summer:

My dearest Summer - please STAY this time, we love you so - we've been waiting for you since last winter, heck, even last fall. Don't tell fall, winter, or spring, but you are my FAVORITE season. Especially in Seattle, where you are PERFECT. Please stay a while - you can even extend your stay since your arrival was delayed. More than fine with me. You can even stay at our house, if you'd like. We have a couple of fun camping trips coming up, and dry/warm/sunny weather would be greatly appreciated - especially when we backpack with two toddlers. Thanks! Can't wait to see you at the wading pool, park, duck pond, beach, playground, and pool! Oh, and in our garden would be nice, too :)

Parks and Picnics

2011-07-24T01:29:00.000-07:00

Our weekend (Friday & Saturday, at least) consisted of the following...

Pool

Park

Picnic

Photos(as in, I took family photos for my sister's family -- click here to see the sneak peek)

Beach/Park

Picnic

Naps for tired babies

(and a little cat nap for tired Uncle Taylor :)

Planting seeds in the garden for not as tired toddlers

Bike Riding

Chatting away for two sisters

Papusas

more Park

etc.

We spent the whole day today with my sister, Kaitlin, and her very cute family, who came up to visit from Tacoma. We did pictures and then just relaxed and played the rest of the day, it was fabulous!

Here are just a few pics from Gasworks Park, where the kids got some practice in with the frisbee

(we kicked the soccer ball around too, for good measure)

We ended our fun day with throwing rocks in Lake Union and then celebrating little Alexandra's first birthday with some Cold Stone Creamery-goodness. I just love days like this!

Hope ya'll had a great weekend, too.

Sleepover!

2011-07-21T08:53:00.000-07:00

Last week, Sawyer and Aspen went to their first sleepover with friends, and I got to tag along.

To be quite honest, it was my first sleepover in a very loooong time, and I was super excited, too!

We all had a great time!

While the boys were off chasing each other around and being dinosaurs or dragons...the girls were very proudly sitting on the porch and eating their drippy popsicles for dessert.

I can't get over their faces.

Such cutie-pa-tuties!

It's so fun that they are getting old enough to really play together. We know they were friends up in heaven.

I am so thankful for good friends. That my kids have such great people in their life. And, I LOVE that their friends' mom is one of my best friends, too! We both whipped out the camera (both happen to be photographers) and we were sitting their shooting away and I was laughing because most people would think we are just silly girls...but we were just enjoying every minute. It's so nice when you are kindred spirits, soul sisters.

Thanks goes out to Allegra, Max, and Ruby for showing us a great time - for playing, eating, tubby time,late late night girl talk, sleeping in, and a yummy brunch. We might just have to do it again sometime soon! And extra thanks, to my very best friend, Jacob, for letting us steal away for a night.

Good times! Good friends!

Nursery!

2011-07-17T15:18:00.000-07:00

I can hardly believe Aspen is in Nursery now!

(applause)

This morning as we were running out the door for church (there was pressure to be on time as Jacob was teaching Sunday School!) I couldn't help but take 2 minutes (ended up being like 10 seconds as rain started coming down and I heard the car backing out of the garage....) to snap a couple of our big girl.

The way it works at our church, is when children reach 18 months of age, they can go to the nursery class. They play for the first hour (while parents are in Sunday School) and then the second hour (when parents are in the women's and men's groups) they have a little lesson, snack time, songs, and at the end (everyone's favorite) BUBBLES! And then, of course, we pick the children (or rather, chase them up and down the hallway most days) up so we can sit together as a family during the last hour, which is our worship service, or sacrament meeting.

Aspen is super excited to be in nursery. AND she gets to be in the same class as her brother! (We have 3 nurseries in our building). She is one of two girls in the class - all the rest are boys!

While I think many parents are overjoyed to finally send their kids off to nursery, I have to admit I felt SO SO empty handed today. Sawyer went to nursery pretty much the week Aspen was born, so I haven't had a "break" for about 3 years now. I hardly knew what to do with myself without a child to entertain. It seemed so foreign to just sit and listen. Really strange, but good, too. I'll have to brush up on paying attention in class :)

***********

Dearest Aspen Jane,

We are so proud of you for doing such a great job in Nursery! You are happy to go and happy to see us upon our return. Today, when I went to pick you up, you pointed in the room and said "bubbles, bubbles" so I know you loved that part. Sawyer reported that you were happy and played nicely with the other kids. He said he sat by you during lesson time and snack time. You did an excellent job with your little coloring project, too!

Keep up the good work, little one!

I missed you kind of crazily during the two hours you were in nursery class today - twiddling my thumbs and all - so I will thank you this week for letting me chase you down the hallway during 3/4 of sacrament meeting. These are good times, girly! Good times!

Huuuuuge hugs and kisses,

Mama.

ps: you are growing up a little too fast for my liking, yet I also love watching you learn and grow. hooray for nursery!

Jetty Island

2011-07-12T00:48:00.000-07:00

This morning for Nature School, we fled the mainland.

We drove about 30 minutes north and caught a cute little ferry to Jetty Island. I heard about this little gem last year, but it was too late to go (it is only open a few months during the year), so I was thrilled when I heard we were headed there for Nature School! Thanks, Sara!

It.Was.Perfect.

(!!!)

Our lesson/activities/songs/games/art all centered around...SHARKS!

We all had a BLAST, and honestly, I could've spent a week there. It was super fun, warm (even the water was bath-warm) and most of all, totally relaxing.

The kids just ran and ran and got super sandy and dirty and wet wet wet. I changed Aspen's clothes 3 times because she just couldn't stay clean and dry. It's amazing how sand always seems to find all the nooks, crannies, and creases of the little people. We are used to sand at our house, but still, I am always amazed :)

We found part of a crab shell.

Some of the kids dug into the sand during low tide and made a little "swimming pool" which got a lot of use!

I have to admit, I even took a dip in it myself!

What little boy can't resist jumping off the mountains of sand?

(even if he's in his undies?)

I think this girl liked the "pool" best of all.

She would go running at it, make herself fall down and splash, and then get up and and say "more more more!"

What a great way to start the week!

We will surely be going back to Jetty Island

- and taking Daddy with us!

Independence Day

2011-07-07T15:23:00.000-07:00

The 4th of July is my favorite holiday. I love it for many reasons - and like other holidays, it's true meaning must not be overlooked. But mainly, I love that it is in summertime, that it is perfectly fine to sport shorts, swim suits, and bare feet on the occasion. That barbeques and fireworks are a plenty, and family and friends gather round. I love how my parents open all the doors and we livev outside, I love Lori Flanders homemade ice-cream, and in years past, my grandmother's homemade pies. I love gathering in the backyard and squinting into the bright sunny day...and then cozying up to someone special when dusk hits and we find our special spot to watch the fireworks show. This year, my brother-in-law Taylor, who is currently serving our country, was with us - and everything just hit home a little bit more for me. Maybe it's part of getting older, or maybe it's part of being a parent...I'm not sure...but I can sure be sappy sometimes.

Okay...enough of my rambling and onto our own little firecrackers!

Q: How do you get 4 children age 3 and under to sit still for a photo together?

A: Bribe them with cookies!

There are some smiles!

It was super fun for the kids to play with their cousins!

And Aunt Jamie & her pups, of course! This little dog below is the mama of the dog on the previous post (Peanut). Her name is Josie. She is super chill and easy going and GREAT with kids.

Here is Jamie, Alyssa, & Josie.

As I was going through the images below of Sawyer with Josie, I got a little teary. (go ahead, laugh! I told you I'm a sap!)

Sawyer used to LOVE my parents dog, Tommie, but this time he was pretty, hmm, SCARED of her. I think because she's bigger and her tail gives a good wack, he was seriously scared of her and didn't even want to go outside when she was outside.

There have been a few instances in the past few months where Sawyer has shown quite a bit of fear/anxiety/apprehension whatever you want to call it, in certain situations. And sometimes I forget: he's just a little boy. He has a very wild imagination and at this age when your imagination is going wild sometimes fears tends to come out a bit more. I struggle with how much to gently encourage or even push him into situations where he shows this type of apprehension (ie do we force him to pet Tommie to overcome the fear, or just respect that for now he doesn't want to be around her?)

Anyway, along comes Josie.

And he LOVES her. LOVES. I mean, he is still talking about her (and Jamie even offered to let us take her home, but we just couldn't).

So...is it him/certain circumstances? Because we did nothing, and he came and sat and wanted to cuddle and hold this little pup. He even gave her a kiss. Kind of melted my heart and slapped me on the wrist. Sometimes we want something for out kids (ie for them not to be scared of something) so much that we forget to just let them be and respect that in their own time and way they will come to terms with their situations as long as we just patiently love them.

Just patiently love them.

That was my lesson learned over the weekend.

Okay, and now that I've gone off on a soap box for a bit...let's get back to the pictures.

Sweet Sawyer and his Josie. Love that boy!

Of course we can't forget the cute baby sisters!

Here is Alexandra (Xani)who is just about to turn one! I get to take their family pictures the day after she turns one - not to mention celebrate big time that day with her and her family! Exciting!

And Miss Aspen Jane.

Do you love her dress as much as I do?

(Stars and) STRIPES forever!

Sawyer and Alyssa hanging on the the porch swing with Jamie's boyfriend, Brandon. He's a good sport! Both were begging for a bite of his cupcake - and Sawyer certainly wasn't shy about it!

I hope you all had a fun-and-family-filled-fourth!

Let the good times roll! I'm SO glad it's summer!